Tuesday, December 21, 2004
went for vball training after a 2 weeks break. felt really lousy. played very very poorly today. i hate it when i play badly. coz i have to wait for the next week to pick up my skills again. everything was very bad today except for my serve receive. which was very unusual. normally my serve receive would be so lousy that i feel like banging myself against the wall. today it was actually quite ok. *sighs* that is the only consolation for the night. dunno my substandard performance today was due to fatigue or rust from not touching the ball for 2 weeks. hmm...should restrain myself from msn-ing late into the night everyday. looking forward to a better training session next week.
im such a procrastinator! i have so many uncompleted tasks waiting for me to do. competency reports, clinical attachment report, unwritten christmas cards, christmas gifts waiting to be bought etc. yet i dont feel like doing any of these things now! i think im suffering from chronic fatigue and lethargy. help, my attachment is draining away my lifeforce.... ;)
had a very strange dream yesterday. dreamt that me and a ger i knew got together. this was odd for 2 reasons. firstly i dun even like the ger that much to consider starting a relationship with her. maybe just a slight crush only. secondly my hands are so tied down that relationships rank at the bottom of my priority list. nonetheless it was a sweet dream~ ;) . someone was so shocked when i told her im single. she even tried to convince herself that im lying. y is that so? i dun have the single look? or do i look happily in love? :p
gotta slp liao. i need 1 odd hour for the journey to alexandra hospital every morning. its depriving me of much needed sleep......
thoughts running wild12:00 AM
