Saturday, August 12, 2006
u guys really tink my true friends will be affected by what u all say over here? did u realise if i really have something to hide from the world, i can easily remove the tagboard in 30 seconds? the protagonist herself is not making any noise, y are u guys still so childish to be doing all this? will it help her feel better? i have never led her on more than i should and i have already tried to minimise the damage. right from the start i only said i will try because i wasnt sure if i can forget pauline. and if she actually opened her eyes big enough she would have sense the coldness from me even though i tried to treat her nicely. i didnt tell any of my friends because i wanted to make sure of my feelings first. and lastly i made the cruel decision as soon as i realised i wasnt able to work out with her which is only slightly more than a month. i've made the mistake of attempting to make her a replacement in my sorrows. it was the easy way out, made further easier because she initiated everything. its only through this incident that i realised no one is going to replace pauline in my heart. even if im judged a bastard by others, i deserved it. i did the only thing i can do, which is to express my regret and apology to the protagonist. so guys...let this matter rest so that she can forget it faster.
ps: u can scold me all u want but dun involve pauline in this. she didnt do anything wrong. dun push my limit.
thoughts running wild1:46 AM
