Thursday, April 19, 2007
avril lavigne's "girlfriend" has been playing non stop on mtv. rather liked it at first but now i tink its overplayed to the point of annoying. the interview for a part time job went well today. the interviewer was very pleased with me but alas hes only doing the initial screening. there might be a 2nd round by the manager or i might be asked to start work straight. im hoping for the best :)
went to another ktv pub near clarke quay today. my friend had a bottle of chivas there and we went there for some drinks. finally learnt from the waitress there how to play the dice game after so long...haha. and its the first time i sang in public! not alone lah...still dun dare to sing alone. yaya u guys are going to say im torturing the people there. but im really trying not to le...if i cannot reach the pitch i will keep quiet and let the original voice play...lol.
the pub was getting crowded and i suddenly had the urge to play pool at ard 11pm and we went to park lane. the place really cannot make it. the tables are old, the cues are lousy and the place damn quiet. after playing 2 games, we left. we went to the pool parlour at paradiz but it was closing. so had no choice but to go to that place. i had been going to tat place even b4 i was together with her so im not trying any stunts ok. i saw someone i know and my worry was confirmed. i couldnt care less and i was not going to spoil my night. went ahead and played at that place. the place was so much better. enjoyed the game a lot coz i have improved so much from yesterday. getting back a bit of the feel. won every single game partly due to my improvement and my friend's rustiness...haha. rushed home to watch the chelsea match which im waiting for now :) .
had a lot of mixed feelings. i really dunno how much is friendship to some people. 2 years of friendship and some even 3 and it is gone just like tat. maybe my view of friendship is different ba. even if i dun meet a gd friend for 1 yr and he needs my help, i will be the first one to rush down. luckily i still have a grp of gd friends that share the same sentiments/thinking as me. but still there are other feelings inside me and i really dunno wat to do abt them.
dun tink too much le. tmr is gonna be a better day :)
thoughts running wild2:27 AM