Friday, April 13, 2007
today was the first day after making tat decision. the decision to take care of myself and not do anymore damage to my body. the day started brightly. i actually managed to get a very unexpected person to go to sentosa with me...haha. just get a cocktail and lie on the beach chair to suntan and read for the whole afternoon. but i guess fri the 13th is really very suay. just as im getting prepared to go, it started raining heavily.
so i had a sudden change of plan to go to the gym. my friend's friend working at the pub had a simple assignment to recommend me next week and i suddenly realised my body had not been in gd shape this few months. decided to buck up and start training. i think its gd to be doing something i used to do for a change.
just when i was leaving, saw something that hurt me very much. i dun care wat u are doing now. rather im happy that u are able to do things i couldnt give u before. but if u want to throw away any things, let me pick them up "by chance". i treasured everything in this relationship and i want to keep these memories with me forever.
on the way to sch, i realised i forgot my admin card. the bad luck never seems to end dont they? luckily they accepted my ez link and i had a constructive gym session. i had been getting msgs from some unexpected people and i really appreciate all the concern. tmr is gonna be a better day :)
thoughts running wild11:24 PM
